i want to sleep but i can’t because i am thinking, thinking too much.

so, my trusty ipod touch died on me on saturday.

after the last 3 minutes of battery drained out, i tried charging and there wasn’t any reaction. i tried the power reset, it DID NOT work as well. panic attack. i tried charging it again and all my efforts were futile. 

the past three days, i have been going to work without music. it feels very bland, and a little unbearable. 

i don’t know how much will the repair cost since the warranty has expired.

i am contemplating getting a brand new 8gb ipod touch (comes with video call and all that deal but i find this integrations very lame on an ipod touch since you will need wifi for it to function) but it will really be different cos my current spoilt ipod is 32gb. ahh, the discrepancies.

if you like a whole bunch of things and i like a whole bunch of things, maybe one of the things that we both like, can be each other.

so i am back from genting last evening. it was a short getaway, but just all i needed to take a break. i haven’t been sleeping well since tuesday night, went home late on wednesday and then got up really early at 4.30am on thurday to catch our morning flight. i was seriously exhausted. slept in the plane, slept in the 2-hour bus transit from KL to genting. i was quite stoned for most of thursday.

my parents are always in the casino and i won my fair share as well after a good 3 hours and retired back to hotel at 9.30pm, washed up and slept till 11am the next day. one word: SHIOK.

i haven’t been enjoying that kind of sleep when i won’t wake up in the midst and worry about something, or to be awaken by an alarm. just a good 13-hour of good undisturbed sleep; had a series of different dreams as well. and when i was there, i have been sleeping early at night. overall, i like it. good food, good sleep, good getaway.  

our lives have become an open (face)book.

i was supposed to have my usual weekly badminton session earlier but it was called off due to most of us being tired today. 

so i went off to eat with my colleague. and we had a very long and meaningful talk. it was pretty impromptu if you ask me. we just sat for dinner from 8.30pm and talked till it was time for the last train. 

and all of it made me realise one thing: regrets, big or small, we all have them. the question is not about laundering our memories, but about making peace with our past. 

bought english breakfast tea after meeting today. i love teyvika.